1. |
Sunday
04:02
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SUNDAY
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You...
You're an automatic sacrifice
It could have been kind of nice
But everybody's hypnotized
I...
I think I'm running out of time
I'm running with a pack of mice
Breathing all the bad advice
Breathing
When my head hits the floor and I'm teasing
I reach out for more when I believe in
When I believe in
Low I see
Low I feel
Dizzy dreaming away
Dizzy dreaming away
Low I feel
Low I'm there
I don't mean to be bad to you baby
I've been running away when I see myself lately
You
You're everybody's roll of dice
Well OK you're kind of nice
But don't take my advice
I want to love you in the dark
I want to love you anyway
Breathing
When my head hits the floor and I'm teasing
I reach out for more when I believe in
When i believe in
Deceiving
My mother's worth more than I know
But I laugh into her eyes
Low I see
Low I feel
Dizzy dreaming away...
Low I feel
Low I'm there
I don't mean to be bad to you baby
I've been running away when I see myself lately
Dizzy dreaming away...
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2. |
Raskolnikov
04:29
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RASKOLNIKOV
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Just don't tell anybody
Raskolnikov, Raskolnikov get out, get out
Raskolnikov let go
Surrender, you're warned
Inhaled the innocence of a child long ago
I'm nothing much, nothing much
Living with the aftermath of disgusting, I am
Reach around, take a look, pull it in, gather
Gather senses with you
I haven't been able to love
Since the days of molestation have arrived
She, she looked at me with a look of hate
I'm trying to forget it
Too young to please, just make it easier
Leave me alone, don't tell a soul
I'm nothing much but a velvet tease
Raskolnikov, Raskolnikov get out, get out
Raskolnikov let go
Surrender, you're warned
Lay down, close your eyes, don't look
Don't look, not gonna hurt you, not gonna hurt you
OK, I promise I won't do a thing without asking you first
Just surrender, never mind what I'm gonna do to you
Never mind me, alright
Reach around, take a look, pull it in, gather
Gather senses would you
Just don't tell anybody
Lay down, I said
She, she looked at me with a look of hate
I'm trying to forget it
Too young to please, just make it easier
Leave me alone, don't tell a soul
I'm nothing much but a velvet tease
Raskolnikov, Raskolnikov get out, get out
Raskolnikov let go
Surrender, to me
Inhaled the innocence of a child long ago
I'm nothing much, nothing much
Don't go back on the word that I'm here to save you, alright
Reach around, take a taste and you'll see
I'm made of cheaper things than you
Turn around, get it in
Just don't tell anybody
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3. |
July
04:04
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JULY
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All alone spilling thoughts between your thighs
I never meant to hurt your selfish side
All the things you need you need them now
Move alongside
Keep in mind with a change there comes a time
You'll learn to see me in a different light
And the ceiling's dripping wine
Move alongside
Stay the same July
Don't try and change July
Stay the same
Nevermind
Repetition is eating her alive
Drop the strings before she's left to die
The puppets love to play her...
Sleeps around with no one's trust in sight
I think she tries to numb herself inside
She's got the smell of cheap and dirty knees
Move alongside
Never balanced, she kisses heaven's face
Move along in desperate need of faith
My name's July she says
When will I ever change?
Stay the same July
Don't try and change July
Stay the same
Nevermind
Repetition is eating her alive
Drop the strings before she's left to die
The puppets love to play her...
Don't change July
Don't stay, July, don't stay
I'm here, July, come here
Don't change, July
Stay the same July
Don't try and change July
Stay the same
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4. |
Run
04:49
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RUN
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Everywhere I go always on the run
Rushing for the first to get
Nothing done always on the run
Daylight takes me up and in ways
I don't understand loving
Trying to love you
Anger keeps pushing me from believing
Injecting me and it's breeding
Keeps bleeding, keeps burning
So I run, run fade away
And I run, run, no one sees
And I'm running
Run
Still dreaming
In search of that carousel freedom
I'll be waiting there for no reason
No reason at all
She's stuck in the middle of her intention
She's got nothing left to believe in
She's running to lose
I want to be you
I'm so sick and tired of being me
I want to be you I'm so tired of being the runaway
I want to be, I want to be, I want to be a runaway
Save me
Goodbye
When I sink in ways and I know you'll fade
Just wait and see, in the world you wanted
The world you cared for
Goodbye
Why
Goodbye
I can sink in ways and I know you'll fade
Just wait and see, in the world you wanted
The world you cared for
Goodbye
Why
Summons on the way
And I run...
Stop hiding
You'll miss it all, it's beside you
You've got nothing left, and I'm running
I'm running to lose
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5. |
Glitterboy
04:09
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GLITTERBOY
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Glitterboy
Removing his horns for the victim
Preparing himself so she'll kiss him
Seduction goes on
Glitterboy
Has tickling charm that'll use her
With just the right words he'll confuse her
Seduction is real
Seduction goes on
He wants to use her
He's got her melted on the floor
She bows her head and longs for more
He dangles love, she opens wide
She's fed his ego one more time
He's got her wrapped up in a shell
She's scared to come out
Because of you
She'd rather be, she'd rather be
The Glitterboy queen
Rather be dirty than clean
She'd rather be
Glitterboy
So in love with himself you adore him
Take a look at yourself you just bore him
Seduction is real
Seduction goes on
He wants to use her
Love's got her hanging on the wall
He's placed her right beside them all
She blows a kiss, he covers up
He'll never listen, doesn't care
She's in his mind for him to tangle, tangle
She'd rather be, she'd rather be
The Glitterboy queen
Rather be dirty than clean
She'd rather be
So scared of touching what's real
She'd rather be, she'd rather be
The Glitterboy queen
Rather be dirty than clean
She'd rather be
Oh, what a miserable guy
He's so scared of touching what's real
What a miserable guy
She, she wants his someone
She wants him close, she wants him real
She wants him warm, she wants him sorry
She wants him real, she wants him warm
She'd rather be, she'd rather be
The Glitterboy queen
She'd rather be queen
She'd rather be queen
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6. |
Misfits
03:24
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MISFITS
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His principles dead he paid cash to insult me
I think it's his guilt for committing adultery
If I try to donate he says would you stop me
I want it all just for me
I'm sick of the models they're all in depression
I'm sick of the racist support for repression
I don't understand your religious position
You can't accept that he's gay
La la la...
Lovely happy we're the same
Lovely happy misfits of the world
Everything's wrong with this prozac affection
If something goes wrong just consume some prescription
Media hype says its cool to be thinner
A pound overweight and you're not
Father's at home making love to the sitter
Mother's at work working hard to get thinner
Pro-choice is hers but it isn't an option
When they've got a gun to her head
La la la...
Lovely happy we're the same
Lovely happy misfits of the world
I'm so sick of all your views
It's monkey see and monkey do
I'm so tired of all of you
And I can't justify the reason
I hate you like I do
Justify the reason
I let you in before
Justify the reason
I hate you like I do
Justify, justify just for you
Oh, you're nothing much...
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7. |
Plastic
04:38
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PLASTIC
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Plastic
My mind's caught in traffic
Havana's escaping
To make love in public
Plastic
Has made a freak of me
It's got the best of me within its trap
Plastic
It smothers my one friend
It closes me right up without regret
What I hated most in me
Was how I turned away when I promised you
And I promise you
No...
Imprisoned and searching
For life that I lost in someone
Replace me and shove me aside
Then dip me in plastic
Plastic
Now I'm plastic
I'm nothing more than what you see
Perfect man with a little bit of feeling
With so much more to regret, so much more
Plastic curtains over my head
When I'm searching for something I'm not
I'm aware but I've yet to find a conscience
I'll pretend to care about your feelings
Constant gifts to keep me believing
What about plastic for the meantime
Plastic for the meantime
No...
She's a fast food junkie on the side
She's contemplating suicide
She wants more than what you are
No, it's me on the side
I'm leaving you suicide
I'm taking love in this time
She's a fast food junkie on the side
Contemplating suicide
She wrote a script to please me
She wrote the script to kill me
Why...
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8. |
Ordinary Fool
04:04
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ORDINARY FOOL
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He fell in love with Mannie
The mannequin on 5th & Broadway
Couldn't speak...
It made things easier
To ignore what's in his head
He's searching public sympathy
From talk shows on TV
He's hooked for more
But what's it for?
That ordinary fool
That ordinary fool
Sleeps in a world within
And he believes everything he reads
He's lost his mind
I think he'll jump this time
He claims he found internal happy
Got himself an informercial selling it
For only twenty-nine, a measly ninety-nine
Jumping in for any movement
He'll protest for any group
To be correct, but what's it for?
That ordinary fool
Sleeps in a world within
And he believes everything he reads
He's lost his mind
I think he'll jump this time
But for the fool I need to stay
I'll give to one but it's not for sale
His mind's left empty
With just one chandelier for decor
Time to explore...
And I will never take back
Keep me precious and close
What I offered to you
I'm feeling safe with the sweet clever stare
Don't want to give in to this foolish ways
I ordered a fool
What's in it for me?
What a fool
Fool
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9. |
Shy
04:16
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SHY
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The darling with predictable lines
Hoping for the myth to survive
Secrets when he soaks in the spotlight
Cry
Shy
Look how he's wasted his time
He dances on stage with his lies
Singing why
Does nobody know he's insane
Cry, the words that take hold and control you
Pretends that there's love when he holds you
Leaves you behind for the stars
Shy
(He blows a kiss to all the fools)
(He blows a kiss to all the fools that love him)
He wants to reach out and find honesty
My darling with her gestures that flare
She's falling, there's not time to care
Offended, the lack of attention stings
Singing why, she's trying to be held but I fail her
I'm trying to break through, I can save you
The love that will haunt and disable
I'm lost in the breath that I gave you
To leave you behind for the stars
Shy, he wants to reach out and find honesty
It's easy to want when you're scared
It's easy to love down below
(Blows a kiss to all the fools)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools that want him)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools that love him)
Darling, just want you bare
Calling, you're not really there
Inspired, caressed by the intimate glare
Singing why
He's made life so hard and confusing
Enters the room to refuse you
It hurts when he finds you amusing
I wish you were blind, I would lose you
Leaves you behind for the stars
I, I'll never get back what you begged for
He's down on his knees and he's praying
Found on his bed silently
Shy
He wants to reach out and find honesty
It's easy to want when you're scared
Kiss me, love me, I don't want it
Hold me, save me, I don't need it
Try to bless me, I don't want it
Pity for me, I don't need it
Judge me, hang me, I don't want it
Kneel before me, I don't need it
Lay beside me, I don't want it
I don't want it
I don't want it
(Blows a kiss to all the fools)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools that want him)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools)
(Blows a kiss to all the fools that love him)
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10. |
Always
04:25
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ALWAYS
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You're in my arms
You're in my schemes
I've been watching you
Always
You're in my arms
You're in my soul
Parading life evolves
You're corrupting me for a change
I'm asking
Do you believe in frozen fire?
Do you believe in who you are?
It reminds me of being so far gone
I keep trying
It reminds me of being so far gone, so far gone
You took your chance and lost your chances
And now its always...
It's always
"What's love without deception?"
She whispered through a grin to me
Can you imagine your emotions in air?
You're in my arms
You're in my soul
I'll be watching you always
Believe in who you are
It reminds me of being so far gone
I keep trying
It reminds me of being so far gone
I keep trying
It reminds me of being so far gone, so far gone
You took your chance and lost your chances
It's no romance, I'm nothing fancy
And now you're always feeling blue...
It's always, it's always
It's always, it's always
I'm living knee-high with what I've got
I'm feeling stupid without a doubt
I'm a cartoon figure, check it out
I'm living miles inside and out
Always...always...always
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11. |
White
05:12
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WHITE
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You covered up all your past and it shows
The way to find what's behind your every touch
And you kept me close to your heart with your story
I'll shed my skin with pleasure
I'll cry for you
I'll drop with every screaming
I will destroy, I wanted to scream
Leave her alone, leave her alone, leave her alone
You covered up, never mind the attic
She redefines her self-portrait, it's shining with delight
Takes away all her pain, I'm sorry
She's in love with me
I'll drop with every screaming
I will destroy, I wanted to scream
Leave her alone, leave her alone, leave her alone
You're always out of control
I'm only watching you
You're always caring for you
I'm only holding you
You're always crying for you
I'm only loving you
Give me reason to leave
Give me reason to leave
You covered up
When I touch you just one last time
Before you leave
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Ondine Seattle, Washington
Ondine was my favorite 90s-era Seattle band that *almost* hit it big.
Ondine was: Luca
Sacchetti (Vocals), Erik Castro (Guitar), Ray Zozaya (Bass), Jamil Hai and Mark Yeend (Drums).
Luca and Erik were kind enough to allow me to curate and host these albums for free download.
You had to see them live to really "get it", but it's great to make this music available after so long. Enjoy!
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